Abandoned

He left me. He really left me. Without any word and, that really hurts because I was there and, I can't believe that he left. This isn't the only time that he left me but for the first time in my marriage. He left.

I may had asked him to leave but I can't believe that he didn't even ask to say. There wasn't a word spoken to us. Just cordial conversation! But he didn't even try to ask to stay. His the one that is wrong!

Now he's at his dad's house, where he said that he would be at? Am I just fooling myself? I know that he's not cheating but the things is that now I know that he doesn't care. He even left his children.

I am not understanding this shit because I don't deserve this. Am I doing to much? Because I thought that this is what rapper's always talk about. A chick like me that will hold people down and, things like that....that's what I did for him. But he left...?